Tuesday, October 1, 2013

A Love Worn-In

Love comes in all kinds of cliches
Like raindrops on a broken heart
Or stars in one’s eyes.

I used to want that but
Just like the rain, that kind of love is too fickle
For my taste.

What I want is a love worn in.

Like an old apartment with a scent of old coffee and lilac
Like a reused gallon of milk
Like a broken record playing Coltrane
Like vintage revolution t-shirts now kept in glass cabinets for display
Like a room with too many old books instead of a kindle or a nook
Like warn in shoes that feel like heaven when you step in them after a long, hard day
Like the graying of one’s lustersilk locks
Like fading sight but growing trust
Like a rocking chair with a dingy throw
Like I got you, baby, but you already know
Like everyday you always leave first, then I turn off the lights and lock the door and follow you downstairs
Like I know you like milk with your tacos. There’s a glass for you on the table. And your heartburn pills, in case you forgot.
Like an older couple giddy about a Cary Grant film
Like I can’t see you but I can feel your essence
Like I love you without hearts and flowers
But I got you and I’m listening to you,
Even the words you do not say.
Like two wholes creating one whole.
Yes.

That’s the kind of love I want.


A love worn-in.